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Sagittarius Full Moon

Jun. 16th, 2008 | 07:06 pm


I’m away at the beach for a few days with my beautiful beloved.

While I’m away, we have a magically potent Full Moon.  It’s conjunct the Galactic Centre in Gate 11.6.  Pluto is only 2 degrees away, although in a different gate on the BodyGraph.  The Sagittarius Full Moon happens at 19th June at 3.30am (Sydney time), UCT: Wednesday 18th at 5.30pm and NY: Wednesday 18th at 1.30pm. 

I’ve been feeling incredibly unsettled for the last week.  It will be good to get out in nature and ground myself. 

The Galactic Centre sends out  powerful Infrared energy that pressures the subconscious mind, providing the release of learned behavior and memories, both negative and positive, all in the interest of moving forward. 

The energetic crowding process pushes out mentally/emotionally stored data to clear space for new information to enter both the conscious and subconscious minds.  (http://www.philipsedgwick.com/ - click on Galactic Anomolies)

The Earth and the Moon will be in Gate 11.  This is a pretty special gate.  In the I Ching this hexagram combines both the Yin and Yang trigrams.  It’s where Heaven and Earth come together to create harmony, where love flows from a deep level of the mind, where physical, mental and spiritual energies are in balance and a perfect state of well being results.  This wonderful energy is available because of the work of many lifetimes of spiritually aware beings (that’s you, enter stage left and take a bow).  

It releases a constant stream of new ideas, potentials, possibilties.  It is in the Ajna Centre.  Note though, that the Ajna Centre is undefined and that Gate 11 does not have a connection to any other Centre, including the Throat Centre.  We can bring the inspiration down to the mental level, but can’t really express it in words yet.

The Sun is in Gate 12, also a place where Heaven and Earth come together, but in a much more difficult relationship.  To bring the two energies together we have to combine our logic and our intuition to manifest a new sense of who we are.

The Full Moon brings new ideas, but we have to wait for the right moment to bring them to fruition.  The waiting period gives time for us to allow our intuition to fully inform us about what is exactly right for us.  This is a very different state from moving ahead based largely on logic.  Without giving the time for our intuition to ripen we just might succumb to creating new forms and structures in our lives that will continue to stifle our potential.  This is active waiting as a form of creation.  Take the inspiration, hold it, engage in a co-creation process with it.  Allow it’s energy to form part of the dance of your life.

Acknowledge your own self mastery, at the same time as you embrace the support and life enhancing qualities of the divine. 

It is quite amazing that on the same day, Uranus moves to meet Mercury.  What we have are two mental energies (Mercury and Uranus) combining to bring the opportunity for the most astonishing shift in spiritual/emotional/mental energies that I can imagine.  These two mental energies are connecting the emotional centre to the Throat Centre so we can express and manifest our emotional truth.  Sagittarius is a fiery energy that receives lightening quick intuitive knowledge of any situation.  This energy is being rebirthed and reactivated by this Full Moon.  We are losing our addiction to overriding every truth we know with excessive and inappropriate logic. As the gorgeous Diane said last night on How To Look Good Naked when she stood in the wrong place in the lineup and added a false 3″ to her bustline, “I’ll have to rethink my thinking.”

Rationality has it’s place, but not at the expense of the truth.

Uranus is the harbinger of the Age of Aquarius.  Don’t expect to recognise the energies that are coming in at the moment, they are entirely new, and yet strangely familiar.

What did Philip Sedgwick have to say about the Galactic Centre?  The energetic crowding process pushes out mentally/emotionally stored data to clear space for new information to enter both the conscious and subconscious minds. 

And remember that this channel is seeking the truth.  Regardless of the consequences.  If you feel the pressure to create a crisis, ask yourself: What truth am I seeking here?  You may just save yourself some drama. 

in love,
Kim Gould
www.LoveYourDesign.com

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Going Sane

Jun. 16th, 2008 | 10:12 am

 There is an immense pressure today, as so very many people around the globe ping pong between the two energies I talked about yesterday - Neptune and Uranus.  It truly feels like Neptune is winning, as people try to avoid the pain by shifting as far as possible out of their physical bodies.  Do you feel an almost irresistable dreaminess, lack of focus, inability to think clearly?  That's Neptune.  

Go with the Neptunian flow, but be open to receiving life changing flashes of intuition..  With Venus and Uranus operating as a team in the Channel of Openness, these intuitive flashes are likely to be about your relationships - love and business.  They will almost certainly be about core self-esteem issues.  

Be prepared for a day or two of crazy making relationship energy.  She loves me.  She loves me not.  She loves me.  She loves me not.  And then the underlying story.  He loves me.  Do I really love him?  He loves me not.  I must have him!  

Have a look at Venus on your personal chart.  What Centre are your two Venus's in - the Design Venus can tell you something about your family history of self esteem and relating.  Your Personality Venus can tell you something of what you can evolve towards in relationships.  You can read the on-line I Ching if you don't have one to check out the gates. 

We're going sane, although it may feel like we're headed in the opposite direction.   Stay tuned to your core self esteem - I am loved, loveable and loving. 

in love
Kim Gould
www.LoveYourDesign.com

 

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Emotions Arising

Jun. 15th, 2008 | 01:33 pm

Neptune and Uranus are very different energies.  They are both expressing themselves now because of the Emotional Manifestor transit I talked about in the last blog. I wonder which one has the upper hand with you right now?  This is a major energy that is being let loose upon the world between now and the end of June.  One in a series of major energetic shifts that we've experienced over the past 2 months.

Neptune is dreamy, blissful, floaty.  It is music, getting lost in the beauty of a sunset, 'in the zone' meditation.  It is also delusional and seeks to stubbornly avoid fully incarnating.  That's why it's the planet for drug use and addiction.   

Neptune hates boundaries.  They separate, and for Neptune, separation is painful, bringing up issues of rejection, abandonment, betrayal.  Neptune in your chart shows where you cling to your own personal ideal world because you can't work out how to let go and come out to play in the imperfection of life.  It shows where you are naturally attuned to being part of the collective, to intuitively expressing oneness.

Uranus is the planet of separation.  It represents the growth of a person into an individual who expresses their personal genius, and who can do so without the approval of others if necessary.  Uranus is also where you rebel to make a point, and in doing so cut off your nose to spite your face.  

In your chart, Uranus represents where you are able to receive intuitive information that is unique and innovative, where you need to be independent and totally free to be truly yourself.  

The two planets together bring a basic human dilemma to the surface of consciousness.  

How do you be your unique and independent self without being rejected or becoming unloveable?

There is a major collective emotional wound that tells us that our true self is unacceptable.  To stay safe and avoid experiencing the pain of rejection, we cling to worn out relationships, jobs, friendships, homes and outdated identities.   We don't examine the underlying belief because we think it's true.  Best to keep that truth hidden away where no one will discover it, and to cling to what helps it to stay hidden away and undiscoverable.  

The interesting thing with this Emotional Manifestor transit is that it will propel this emotional wound up and into the world.  It's just a mechanical fact, because the emotions are connected to the throat.  We can't control them, they're on the move.

This transit will be especially confusing for people whose Ajna Centre connects to their Throat Centre.  Usually you guys can speak very rationally on all subjects, but now when you open your mouth expecting to say something cool and in control, those emotions keep coming out instead! 

Important:  this wound is based on a belief, not a truth.  The past is no indication of whether it's true or not.  The more you have suppressed the issue, the more it will have been playing itself out for you.  It's saying - hey, here's a false belief, look here, look here!  

Many of us have a sense of lack of personal meaning, personal purpose.  Because of this, we wander around in the collective consciousness looking for things that might need doing, things that seem important.  We do some courses, hang up a shingle, and presto, we're useful, we're important, we're loved and accepted.  We enter into relationships because they might work out, or because they help us feel needed.

Problem is, our chosen 'thing', our current 'make do' relationship is not our true destiny and so it somehow fails to fully engage us.  We have to 'work' at it.  We have to 'learn' new skills from others because we are cut off from our own intuitive genius.   

Not only that, but we are missing out on the natural growth of soul wisdom that flows from fufilling our true destiny.  We are also partially cut off from the unique genius that Uranus offers and from the blissful connection to the collective that Neptune offers.  I can't even begin to express what a tragedy this is, and how very few people even understand this concept.   It is a major factor in why so many of us still 'work' for a living.

Connecting with our true personal destiny gives a sense of personal purpose that triggers our soul growth.  It evolves us out of the 'seeker' mode to one of wisdom and complete trust.    Connecting with your true personal destiny aligns you to your true role in the collective and heals the emotional wound I talked about above.    It brings you into a state of effortlessness, grace and profound joy. 

This month we are facing a process of growing up.  We are moving from the womb (Neptune) to a state of individuation (Uranus).  We are shifting from ungrounded oneness (the blissed out state of Neptune) to an ability to manifestor our unique self (Uranus).  We are also moving from sterile rebellion and struggling to express our individuality in a way that we feel will be acceptable (Uranus) to a natural and flowing relationship with life and humanity (Neptune).   We are facing the concept of aloneness as opposed to loneliness.  

We are learning that we can stand as fully independent beings and be all the more loveable (and loved) for that.  

We are being taken way outside our comfort zones because of the underlying emotional wounds.  It is important to remember, this process is about healing those wounds.  Because they are not the truth.  

What's true is that you are unique and true and you are exactly what we have been waiting to experience. 

in love,
Kim Gould
www.LoveYourDesign.com


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The Emotional Tango

Jun. 13th, 2008 | 11:17 am

 Emotional Manifestors go global!!

From now until the 30th June every single person on the planet becomes an Emotional Manifestor due to the transits.   On the simple level it means that each and every one of us has the ability to act on our emotional impulses as they arise.  

If you've read that last sentence carefully you'll realise immediately that there is nothing simple about this.   This type of transit generally heralds an outbreak of bizarre crime and accidents as people are unconsciously propelled to play out the deep emotional conditioning that lies within.   Emotional energy is constantly moving through different moods. These moods affect our perceptions.  

When we experience Emotional Manifestor transits it is important to take time to be clear about your feelings before you act.
  

This is especially the case if you have an undefined Solar Plexus or a defined Solar Plexus that is not usually connected to the Throat Centre.  (You can get your personal chart here)  Because you're not used to that particular energy flow being available to you it can feel a bit out of control.  You haven't had the opportunity to build up life experiences to assist you to use it wisely.  Even if your emotions are usually connected to the Throat, when an alternative route is activated by the transits, it takes the pressure off your usual channels and gives you a new emotional experience. 

It starts out nicely today, with Venus, the Sun and Uranus in the Channel of Social Gracefulness.  This is a delicious energy which helps us to appreciate each other, and to actively find ways to be kind and gracious.  The Sun and Venus together add immeasurably to the feelings of love, affection, passion and romance.  

As an individual channel, this is really all about our need to express ourselves within the group, to impact upon others as a way of evoking our own emotions.  This is absolutely not an objective energy.  Be aware of hearing only what you want to hear, only what suits your mood.  This channel is highly attuned to the subtle emotional tones of the voice.   You may find yourself and others reacting to what has not been said simply because the undercurent was in the emotional vibration.  Be aware of whether you are in the mood or not.  If you are in the mood (for whatever takes your fancy) and you feel emotionally clear about it, go for it.  If you are not in the mood, say no thanks and stay home.  

The underlying evolutionary impulse of this channel is the drive to find what is deep within you through a natural process of sociability or silence.

On the 19th June, Uranus shifts and we enter a different emotional landscape.  This one wants to make sense of the past, to find a reason for all those experiences, to gather some wisdom from the bumps and bruises.  Whilst the previous channel is passionate and romantic, this one is all about sexual exploration.  It's not about the other person so much as about what the experience evokes in you, so wait until the 19th to organise that orgy or visit the s&m parlour you've been considering.  Until then, stick with the romantic dinner and cheek to cheek dancing!

Just one point though, Saturn has been sitting in Gate 59 in the Sacral Centre depressing our sexual energy since February this year.  It will be there until August this year, at which time we'll all have some catching up to do! 

Tomorrow I want to cover the Uranus need to be an individual mixing with the Neptunian need to return to the womb.  Both planets are sitting in the emotional centre during this transit and this is creating a huge potential for us to find a balance way to blend the two energies - the bliss of being fully who you are on the planet - the Conscious Individual as an integral component of Oneness. 

in love,
Kim Gould
www.LoveYourDesign.com

 

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That's Progress

Jun. 12th, 2008 | 12:52 pm

 The pressure on the Throat Centre continues, as the inner planets make their treck through Gemini.  The Sun, Venus and Mercury conjuncted in Gate 45 a few days ago, bringing a huge chunk of energy to our ability to resource ourselves, and to connect with those who control the resources we need.  It may be very interesting right now to see who is in your life, has resources that may be just what you need, and discuss a joint venture with them.  

The conjunct in Gate 45 happened right on my Ascendant, and it brings all my four motors to the Throat.  I celebrated by jumping out of the car and taking this photo.  It is difficult to be objective when a transit has such a personal significance.

Still, I'm convinced that this one was pretty big due to the links it has with the Neptune/Chiron/North Node conjunct in the emotional centre.  That particular channel is all about coming together in universal 'brotherhood' to meet our material and emotional needs.  

Gate 45, on the other hand, is the overlord, the one who OWNS everything.  You know how some people are always talking about THEY.  They say this.  They do this.  I don't have the power to make choices in my life because of THEM.  It's usually the government or some shadowy authority figure they're talking about.  Well THEY live in Gate 45.  So, having three inner planets there at once allows us to take back some of our power from THEY.  It allows us to acknowledge a bit more of our OWNERSHIP of our resources, so often unseen and/or taken for granted.   It's a grab back of inner authority.  Pluto in Capricorn is partly to thank for this, creating as it is, huge leaks in the energy of the global economy at the moment.

Speaking of Pluto, and who isn't?  Actually I haven't seen any mention of Pluto in the business pages of the paper, but still, Pluto is about to go back into Sagittarius on 14th June.  It will stay in Gate 10 in the BodyGraph, but will not return to Capricorn until late November 2008.  This will take the pressure off the global economy, and allow us a bit of thinking and planning time.  Look for solutions to long standing problems to arise.  Expect those solutions to have a big impact on our behaviour (Gate 10).  

The main thing I wanted to discuss, and can't seem to get there, is this line up of planets in Gates 35 and 36.  This is very significant and I've been watching the effect of it in the past few weeks.  Perhaps tomorrow I'll get to talk about it in more detail.  Just let me remind you of a few important issues to look for.  This is Truth Arising and creating Progress.  It is an energy that enjoys birthing itself via chaos, so it can be uncomfortable.  

What I suggest is that you be open to what you may find yourself saying or doing over the next two weeks, because it is very, very likely to carry the voice of deep and long hidden emotional truth.

Two things to know about this unveiling.  Firstly, it may be deeply conditioned and you may not like what you see/hear/observe about yourself or others.  Be open to seeing this as a healing process and don't get too precious about having to be nice or kind or loving.  This is what I call ROBUST emotion.  It's end goal is truth rather than social nicety.  BUT, you need to have an awareness of what is being revealed so that you can assist in your healing process.  

Secondly, with ultra-sensitive Chiron conjunct ultra-sensitive Neptune conjunct destiny-bound North Node all sitting at the bottom of this channel and your Throat sitting at the top of it just waiting to tell the truth, I'd advise you to listen closely.  Not just to what you are saying/doing but do keep an eye on everyone around you as well.  Don't discount any information that is given you.  There's X-Ray vision all around and lots of slightly unpalatable but immeasurably valuable gifts headed your way.  

in love,
Kim Gould
www.LoveYourDesign.com



 

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Momentarily off line

Jun. 11th, 2008 | 01:55 pm

Love Your Design is momentarily off line as I switch servers.  My email is bouncing back too, apparently, although I was assured it wouldn't.  Should be back online within a few hours.

in love,
Kim
www.LoveYourDesign.com

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Mental Confusion

Jun. 10th, 2008 | 11:16 am

 I woke up feeling completely mentally overwhelmed this morning and just looked at the chart for today.  The Moon had gone into Gate 64, gate of mental overwhelm!  Which ties in nicely with my Moon in the adjoining Gate 47.  So no sense to be made of anything today.  This is a gestational period where we live with the discomfort in a similar way that a pregnant woman lives with the discomfort of that baby sitting there in her belly.  We know that it is a natural cycle and that the answer will come in it's own time, resolving the pressure.  There is no need to push, no need to try to THINK our way out of the confusion.  

I had very much wanted to write about a few important transits today, but obviously the universe is busy with more than I had imagined.  When the pressure clears,  I shall again be tip tapping on my keyboard.  

In the meantime,

In love,
Kim Gould
www.LoveYourDesign.com

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What Are Men For?

Jun. 7th, 2008 | 01:42 pm

A few years ago I wrote a blog called "What Are Men For?" after a series of conversations with men who were struggling to find a sense of purpose in their life that equated with what they felt was an innate sense of feminine purpose - the birthing and raising of children.  I received a lot of flack, very heated flack, from women and nothing but positive responses from men.  The women were horrified that I was devaluing their men.  From what I could gather, the men were already feeling devalued and that was the point of the article.  

They no longer had to be big and strong and protect their families from mamoths and sabre tooth tigers (probably didn't want to either, bit over that gig!).  Nor did they have to hone the fine art of fishin' and huntin' in order to feed their families.  The roles they were playing could just as easily be filled by a single mother with a good job (my sister being a case in point here).  Sex and provision of sperm?  Surely there's more to life than that for a man.  

The Men's Movement has been slowly creating a shift in this situation over the past decade.  Unlike the fierce unleashing of the women's movement in the early 70's, the mens movement is moving quietly and surely towards a more integrated experience of being masculine.  It is exploring mens' connections with their world and rebuilding meaning from the inside out.  Just like the womens movement, this work is uncovering much archetypal wounding, anger and grief.

Today we have the second connection between the Moon (emotions, the soul) and Mars (the masculine, the warrior) within two weeks.  You can read about the first one here.     It releases frozen emotions about our struggle to survive in the business world, to get up that corporate ladder, to make supervisor, to get enough overtime, to get honours so we can snag that post grad spot.  

It releases all that suppressed emotion we have around how hard this journey has been, and continues to be, and how tough we have had to be to keep going out there day after day just to ensure our own survival.  It accesses our feelings about hiding from our kids the financial problems we've been having paying the mortgage, or our struggles to raise our kids with values that are meaningful to us rather than allow them to be overtaken by cable tv and playstation. 

Mars and the Moon come together in the Channel of Leadership at the same time as the Sun moves into the Money Gate, the gate of being Lord of the Manor, King of the Castle, Master of all He Perceives.  

It also comes one day prior to the conjunction of Venus, Mercury and the Sun in that same Money Gate.  

If you look at the transit chart on this page you can see that it also links up with Pluto in Capricorn, which is teaching us how we can have unconditional love for ourselves and our behaviour.  On a personal level, Capricorn is about moving up the corporate ladder, getting out there in the world in a way that brings us approval and recognition, hopefully in financial form.

There is a shift going on right now in the balancing of masculine and feminine so we can access natural abundance on this planet.  


Have a look at where you may still be hooked in to the old masculine energy that is keeping us struggling.  In your personal chart, Design Mars can show where you carry the archetypal male wound.  Design Saturn can show where you are trapped in old mascline energy patterns. 

[After I finished writing this blog I picked up the newspaper, opened it to the movie reviews and read this - the headline for a review of the movie Sex and the City -"They had everything a man could want and no men who measured up."  time to rethink (relive?) the masculine I do believe!]  Also, a friend rang to talk to me about the issues of men not being able to keep their families safe or to provide for them as they would like to do, and the pain that creates for them. This applies also, but more subtley, to women in their masculine aspects.  My friend reminded me of the words - Vitality and Potency. 

Stop pushing, tune in, chill out.  Trust that mama earth loves each and every one of us.  Know that you have the opportunity to allow her to provide the nourishment you need without struggle, to express your vitality and potency in ways that go beyond your individual efforts.   Let that yin and yang flow together as they are meant to and allow the natural abundance of the universe to reveal itself to you.  

Each time we are more allowing in our own lives, we create more opportunity for ourselves and others to live lives of grace and ease.

That's about as logical as I can be today, as my Gate 64 pours forth a huge amount of abstract inspiration.  

Someone just asked me why so many people are having problems with their back/spine at the moment.  Here's some clues - Saturn, ruler of the skeleton, in the Sacral Centre at the base of the spine.  Look at how you are using your energy - who are you giving it to?  How do you feel about it - mentally, physically and/or emotionally?

Issues are: resistance to change, feeling stuck, the need to get out of existing patterns of energy use but not sure how to do it, self-denial, overly disciplined, perfectionist, clinging to traditional, conservative or family-condoned ways that are no longer working, holding on to feelings of isolation, being fearful of mixing with others, struggling with authority figures, feeling unable to trust ourselves to take soul responsibility, feeling discouraged and not knowing what to do with our energy, how to apply it.  This is a very sexual gate, so issues of how you use your sexual energy are very important, as is the issue of hiving off your personal creativity into the much safer sexual arena, using sex as a way to feel good rather than taking soul responsibility, also shame, fear, guilt and other sexual issues.  And so the list goes on.  Have a look at your Design Saturn to get a strong indicator if you are having issues with teeth or bones at the moment. 

in love,
Kim Gould
www.LoveYourDesign.com





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Finding the Time for Truth

Jun. 4th, 2008 | 08:05 am

www.TheJoyPortal.comAs the Gemini NewMoon in Gate 35 begins to draw the darkness into the light my body has taken on a headcold that leaves me feeling a bit sorry for myself.  It's fun sometimes, isn't it?  Just curling up nice and warm and going 'oh, you poor little thing.'  I've been working with a set of activational glyphs created by my friend Shekanah.  They are taking me deeply into the love that I had not been able to connect with in myself.  Shekanah is extraordinarily talented in the ways of the multiverse and although she doesn't have them quite ready for everyone else yet, if you contact her via her website www.TheJoyPortal.com you may be able to convince her to let you have your very own set.  They are pure and profound, I can't say more than that.  When I have the heart glyph on my body it feels like I'm a small child being held in the unconditional embrace of my mother.  

Human Design Transits
Is time an issue for you right now?  Are you struggling to find the time to meet all your obligations?  Are you feeling that you could connect more deeply with yourself if only you had time to sit quiety and be with yourself?

Tomorrow the Moon meets the Earth in the Channel of Universal Rhythm.  When the Moon and the Earth meet it gives us an opportunity to see where our emotional/soul self is out of alignment with our more conscious day to day self.    

You can't fully ground your spirit into your body if you are out of alignment with universal rhythm.  Your body is part of that rhythm and living in a world that doesn't repect or value that rhythm is not doing any of us any long term good.  Find the places where you can let go of obligations, shed what is not essential.  Have a good deep look at what your actions are bringing you and see if they are really worthwhile on a soul level.

On the point of the New Moon, the Earth was already in this Channel, in the line that reads - the fear caused by a sense of helplessness, resulting in unnecessary stress and activity.  The point of power here is your ability to surrender as fully as you possibly can to your own universal/internal rhythm.  Take control of your life and make some choices that really feed you at the soul level.

Can you see that this channel runs from the Sacral Centre (in red) to the G Centre (in yellow).  It is linking up Pluto in the G Centre to Saturn in the Sacral Centre, deeply transforming your behaviour in the way you apply your energy.  Mars is also there, poking up from the top of the G Centre in the Gate of Leadership.  It challenges us to take up leadership of our soul journey, to give it importance over and above more mundane types of leadership.  Have a look at your personal chart to see what else this transit brings into contact.  These are the areas where you are looking to ground your own personal matrix of understanding so that it is available to the collective.  

If it's not grounded, we can't access it yet. 

This week is a major turning point in our shift to integrate the mundane and the sacred.  This very important Mercury retrograde hits it's midpoint, and on the 8th June, the Sun, Venus and Mercury will all conjunct in Gate 45 - the Money Gate.  According to Eric Francis on Planet Waves, this conjunct will occur at the the midpoint of the Venus transits of the Sun that occurred/will occur in 2004 and 2012.  We are at the halfway point.  More about this tomorrow. 

If you've read yesterday's blog you know that June is bringing some big shifts that will involve Truth.  More particularly emotional truth.  It is crucial to let go of any expectations of where you are headed, what you are becoming and how your relationships with others will play out.  This month is a collective adventure in planetary evolution, an opportunity to manifest a new way of being together that is based on unconditional love.  Working this week with Shekanah's glyphs I have come to understand the very real potential of operating without a heart wound.  

in love,
Kim Gould
www.LoveYourDesign.com



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Emotional Freedom

Jun. 2nd, 2008 | 11:47 am

 The Sun moves into Gate 35 and June starts off with a bang.  Literally, as the Universal Studios loses some of it's backlot in an explosion and fire.  Get ready for more of the same this month.  Unfortunately the famous clock tower that enabled Michael J. Fox's character to travel through time was damaged.  Now we're stuck here till the aliens turn up to save us!  

This channel, connecting the Solar Plexus to the Throat, is what I call ROBUST EMOTIONAL ENERGY.  It doesn't really give a toss about the outcome, so long as the truth comes out.  While the inner channel - Grace - is very sociable, very engaging and always does the right thing - by comparison, this channel rages and storms.  

Be prepared for what you might call "full and frank discussions" about issues of repression of individuality, freedom of emotional expression and sharing out of material resources.

Remember that Neptune, Chiron and the North Node are sitting quietly down there in the Solar Plexus Centre gently stirring up all sorts of emotional sensitivity.  When Uranus shifts into Gate 36 on 19th June we are going to see some interesting events.  Mercury will complete the pathway to the Throat, being retrograde in the adjoining Gate 35.  

When Mercury and Uranus get together we are looking at massive inspiration coming into consciousness.  It gives the emotional sensitivity direct access to the throat, creating an almost irresistable mechanical need to act on those feelings.  Expect large scale emotional healing, especially around the issue of expressing your individuality.  Uranus also represents where we need to operate in the world without approval, so old childhood conditioning is going to be out in the light.  I thought I told you never to talk about that little Johnny!

The next day the Sun and Earth go into the Gates of Extreme Behaviour (10 and 15), with the Earth lining up with a retrograde Pluto in Gate 10.  Woohoo!  

I've been working with the energy of this transit for about a week already.  I found it when I went looking for what felt like an earthquake coming up.  The wonderful thing about this transit is that it represents FREEDOM.  It will release a huge amount of conditioning from the Solar Plexus Centre.  In the lead up there is loads of energetic stabilising going on right now so that this transit will be as clear and balanced as possible.  I'll look at it in more detail and write more about it as we get closer to the event.  

Here's another wonderful synchronous example of how these transits play out in the real world.  First, let me explain that Uranus will be in Gate 36 - Bringing the Darkness to the Light.  Mercury will be in the adjoining Gate 35,  Progress.  And here's a quote from the Policital Waves blog for today.  With, I'm sure, no knowledge that Human Design even exists, she is quoting the relevant I-Ching passages virtually word for word.

if our current energy tells us anything, it’s that the darkness rising to the top is being exposed to the glaring heat of sunlight. That’s progress …

I'm watching petrol prices go up with a kind of perverse pleasure.  I'm not so worried for myself since I saw the Australian airline Qantas estimates it's fuel bill will rise by $2 billion next year.  Now that's a fuel bill.  Reports on the news suggest that food prices are going to skyrocket.  I saw a report last week on truckdrivers in Australia and Europe.  Apparently these undervalued individuals are going out of business at a rate of knots and then, hey how is the food going to get to the supermarket?  

We have access to so many amazing ways of replacing those old technologies and they will start to come out into the mass consciousness now. When I talk to people about a car that runs on water they give me that look, the one that says, if only we were back in the time of the witches, I could report you to the local chapter of firestarters right about now.  Or perhaps just contact the men in white coats with that lovely padded van.  Why would the comment cause such disbelief, even fear?  There certainly are engines that run on hydrogen.  The only thing stopping a water based engine from being as effective as the current petrol engine is that the little machine that splits the hyrdogen from the oxygen in the HO2 water molecule is not quite up to scratch.  But it easily could be, we're just not putting any of our energy into it.  

Saturn is in the Sacral Centre dissolving old structures of how we use our energy and creating new ones.  Pluto is transforming global systems.  Don't be in any doubt that this is all exactly as it is meant to be, and that you will continue to be safe and well.  

in love,
Kim Gould
www.LoveYourDesign.com

A car that runs on water
An electic car that got caught speeding

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The pressure to act

May. 29th, 2008 | 08:12 am

 If you have a sore throat at the moment, join the club.  There's a lot of energy wanting to get out into the world, via an activated Throat Centre.   It can create a mindless, unaware pressure to act.  This is a time of major shifts on the planet, and it is very important to keep it simple.   Do what needs to be done.  Do what  calls to you like sunshine on a cool day.  Dont' do anything that is forced, heavy, dead.  Don't judge these impulses to act or not act based on the old rules of how we should be.  There is a new way to be now, and we are creating it from the inside out.   Focus on your own unique inner awareness

The Sun in Gate 16, Venus in Gate 20 and Mercury retrograde in Gate 45 are all in Gemini and Mars in Gate 33 joins the party even though he's in Leo.  Mars isn't one to abide by the polite rules of society!  Gemini is ruled by Mercury, who is the Magus, the master of using the tools at hand to create something magical in the mundane world. 

Here's the underlying mechanics of this transit.  

It is very likely that with so many potential hook ups to the Throat Centre, parts of you that are usually hidden away with no ability to express themselves are now seeing the light of day.  

This is good and bad.  Or rather, good and good.  Because the bad is also good, if you twist the lense slightly.

The good thing about it is that you get to experience aspects of yourself that are very interior, and others get to see these aspects of you and appreciate them.  

The bad/good thing is that those parts of you may be feeling pretty miffed that they've had so little access to the exterior world.  There's a process of adjustment needs to go on.  Get out your chart and see what these transits to the Throat hook up with for you personally - centres, gates, planets. 

There's a whole lot of mental energy out there at the moment - Gemini and Aquarius - but it's not about letting the mind loose upon the world.  Notice that the hook ups from the Throat Centre aren't heading towards the mind.  They are all pointing down towards the body, the emotions, the ego and the heart.  This is a mind-body integration energy.  

What aspects of yourself are being activated?  Your mind is looking to integrate with these aspects.  The Earth is in the Sacral Centre in the Gate of Detail, keeping us grounded in our bodies and in the details of what needs to be done for daily life.

I want to explain three important aspects of this transit.

Firstly, this access does not have to be a transitory thing and then, whoops, back down into that dark place you go.  Use it to get to know these parts of yourself.  The more closely and lovingly acquainted you become with these aspects, the more others will recognise and connect with them after the Throat activation has moved on.   Trust that there may be some negative feelings, thoughts, even actions, arising, but that this is part of your healing process.  In fact, it is these unusual feelings that will alert you to what is arising.  Be gentle and loving with yourself, but do not suppress what wants to come out.  You don't have to act on everything, but it is crucial to acknowledge and honour it.  Some of this arising material may not be rational, is very likely not to be rational.  That's good.  Don't put yourself in a prison of rationality, just accept it for what it is.   

Secondly,  the Throat Centre is a place where we exercise tremendous control over ourselves and others - what we say, what we do, what we allow others to say and do around us.  With an ongoing transit involving Pluto in the Centre for our Highest Self (G Centre), that control is being broken down.  Hence the sore throats.  

And thirdly, if you have centres that are already connected to the Throat Centre in your personal design, you may find that alternative pathways are created by this transit.  What this does is take the pressure off your existing channel and allow it to do a bit of maintenance in the downtime.   You may discover conditioning that you never noticed before.  In fact, I would expect it to happen exactly that way.  Sit quiety, contemplate your chart and allow the wisdom of your existing channel to arise.

Take some time to consider what aspects of your life you are habitually "managing" and controlling in ways that go against the natural flow of energy.  Have a look at any undefined centres that this transit defines for you and consider what control issues may arise in those centres for you - what gates and planets are being activated there?

It's very likely that the Solar Plexus Centre is getting to the Throat Centre in the designs of a large number of people around the planet.  This means that we are all experiencing the emotional sensitivity I talked about here.  As  my Cancerian friend said yesterday, the energy feels a bit crabby!

It's operating like an ego-transplant.   Mars is in the Gate of Retreat, taking time out to think about life, the universe and where the dolphins have all gone.  Although he's in Leo, it's very gentle and quiet.  Mercury is in the Money Gate, retrograde (hence the financial situation suddenly becoming the major focus of discussion)  taking away our egotistical notions that possession of money has any true meaning.  Also, the polarity, that there is nothing evil about money per se.  And the Sun in the Gate of pure and simple enthusiasm that comes from enjoying being safe, healthy and in a body on planet earth.  

The placement of Venus and the Sun brings a devotional energy, a desire to celebrate our spiritual existence, to make offerings, to visit temples, to experience BEING.  There's also a strong need to share what we understand about life with others, to see how things are moving to better times.  

Chiron, North Node and Neptune are in a position that is all about how we share resources with each other - how we give and receive nourishment - food, shelter, caring. And this is an emotional energy, in the Solar Plexus Centre.  Uranus is in the same centre, making this a huge global shift of consciousness around the way we deal with this issue of our collective material needs and how it affects us personally and emotionally. And obviously collective (Uranus) and personal destiny (North Node) is on the agenda, as is personal and global healing (Chiron and Neptune).

It’s fascinating to watch the way mortgage rates, housing affordability and petrol prices have all coalesced to make the global financial system very, very personal and very emotional right now.

in love,
Kim Gould
www.LoveYourDesign.com

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Integration of the Masculine

May. 26th, 2008 | 02:06 pm

[As I was writing this blog about the Moon and Mars in the Channel of the Prodigal, NASA released a press release about discovering water (Moon) on Mars (Mars).   I can't stop laughing about how wonderful Human Design is!] 

The last few blogs have contained so much information and because the energy is so new it's not always easy to explain things simply and clearly.  Things will slow down from tomorrow, and will be a bit simpler and easier until mid June, when we have a whopper of a transit coming up with Uranus heading the show.   During this quieter time we will be integrating what we've received in the past few weeks.  Keep re-reading the last lot of blogs until you feel that you've got the energy you need from them.

In the meantime, there is a completion today of some emotional aspects of the masculine warrior energy v's the SNAG (sensitive new age guy).  Over a 12 hour period, Mars and the Moon will define the Channel of the Prodigal.  We'll experience a shift in maculine energy as the SNAG takes on a bit of self empowerment and the warrior softens up and allows himself to connect with his feelings.  It brings the two male archetypes a bit closer to each other, and therefore allows men to feel a bit more integrated, a bit more tuned into their own personal direction in life untethered by the life deadening energy of tradtional ROLES.

Many young men and boys will feel more free on the planet as this shift  allows for a  closer alignment with the androgony they feel within themselves.  I say androgony in comparison to the macho man, hard workin' swearin' and spittin' man with very large muscles.  The old version of what it takes to be a successful male on this planet.  The paradigm has been moving since the flower power revolution of the 60's, and tomorrow will give it another big boost towards masculine wholeness.   

This is the Gate of Retreat, where we withdraw and reflect in order to make sense of the past and allow space for revelations about the future.  Allow your sons (and daughters!) to have time off school if they seem to need it.  Take time out yourself too, if you feel you need it.  Don't allow any sense of duty to stand between you and the privacy and peace you need. 

Watch especially for issues to arise around having to work (slave?) to keep the money coming in to support the family.  Having to do a job that you don't like, even hate, because it's a good job and you want to be a good provider.  Feeling that your only worth is as a provider of financial support.  Believing at a subconscious level that your family will only love you if you continue to bring in the bucks.  Etc!

The massive underlying shift signified by this transit is a return to a more balanced way of bringing abundance into our lives.  There will be less pressure on the masculine - just get out there and make it happen!! - and more attention on being receptive to our own knowing.  Creation of abundance will occur more naturally and with less effort. 

The other issue that this transit brings to the fore is enemy patterning.  More specifically, dividing people into friend or foe.   Go back and read about the need now to hold the energy of inclusion in our field - previous blog.  We do need to get very clear and conscious about this prior to the spectacular Uranus transits in mid-June.  We are all in this together.  Doesn't mean you have to like everyone, spend time with someone when you don't want to, etc.  Just means, unconditional love and inclusion is a preferable state to warrior-like alert to alleged danger and unconscious enemy patterning.  

[Later:  do you know what's really gorgeous?  At almost the exact moment that the Moon and Mars created this defined channel today, NASA released a press release about  the dazzling new images of Mar's north pole.   The craft landed in previously unexplored region of Mars and it seems that they will find ice. It's a major step forward in the quest to discover whether there's life on Mars.  There is a clear metaphor for whether there's life possible within the confines of traditional masculine roles.  Also, finding previously unexplored aspects of the masculine.  And as ice represents frozen emotions, it also represents finding emotions trapped within the traditional masculine terrain.  Gotta love it!]

in love
Kim Gould
www.LoveYourDesign.com

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A monumental opportunity for inclusion

May. 23rd, 2008 | 12:08 pm

 What happens when Mercury, Chiron and Neptune all go retrograde at the same time?  We'll see won't we?  Mercury is in the Money Line, the Gate of Gathering Together.  It is setting the stage for the deeper energies.   What we are experiencing is all about detoxing our relationship with ourselves and others so that we may all experience abundance. 

I was interested to receive an email from Patricial Diane Cota-Robles this morning saying:  

This is the Cosmic Moment when Humanity’s descent into poverty consciousness and chaos will be reversed, and the NEW archetypes for Humanity’s Abundance and Eternal Peace will be permanently established on Earth.

One in a long series of Cosmic Moments, it seems!  

As I've mentioned, Chiron, Neptune and the North Node are all in Gate 49, the Gate of Revolution.  It's in the Solar Plexus Centre so it's about emotion.  It is also known as the Gate of Emotional Sensitivity, and it carries the energy of attack being the best form of defence.  

I'll get in first and reject you because I just KNOW you're about to reject me.  In part it is about finding the people who you resonate with and leaving the rest alone.  Let go of the constant struggle to be included, accepted, approved of.  Accept that there are people out there who are just never going to get you.  And there are people who will give you all the love and acceptance in the world, about 90% of the time.  The second group are the ones you want to hang with.  

This Gate is about how we come together to resource each other - food, shelter, services.  I have a friend with this gate and she is the one who always senses when I need support.  She lent me her car for a month when I hadn't even realised yet myself that I needed it.  Mercury is in the Gate of Gathering Together, which holds the energy of distribution - deciding who has something of value to offer the tribe and what material resources the tribe will offer them in return.  I expect we will see some action on this issue over the next few days. 

Neptune and Chiron both indicate sensitivity.  In the Gate of Emotional Sensitivity.  Do you suspect we could all be feeling a tad sensitive?  A bit touchy?  

And not just ordinary touchy.  More like, I don't want to leave the house touchy.  Like, I don't want to get out from under my doona touchy.  I'll cross the street rather than talk to anyone touchy.  "Chiron opens up ancestral wounds and brings up unprocessed trauma and suffering.  Anger and grief rise to the surface.  It operates with compassionate inclusion that fetches back into awareness the parts of us that were left out, frozen out, kicked out, abandoned, hidden away for their own safety. " (thanks, Melanie Rienhart)  This is a family pattern of wounding, so if you're aware of what's happening and doing the work on this,  acknowledge to yourself that it's not just about your life.  It's the weight of the ancestors inability to BE that you are clearing from your life.



Neptune represents the martyr, the saviour, the victim.  Don't remain in these roles when you now have the opportunity to climb out of that pit of suffering forever.  Neptune also represents how you express your bliss, your spiritual self on the planet.  Going back even one generation, there has been blessed little opportunity for that on this planet.  

This is the prism that focuses your emotional responses - why can't I just be me and be included, accepted, loved?

The key word is inclusion.  In what ways do you see that we are all in this together?  99% of people on the planet do not have the ability to operate from oneness.  They react, they reject, they attack as defence, they suffer and live in unrequited love.  And that's reality.  That's life.  So most people believe.  

You and I have a monumental opportunity at this moment.  
We have the opportunity to ground the miracle of inclusion on the planet.
  

When you feel excluded or rejected, take the lead and INCLUDE.  It doesn't mean falling back into the old ways of martyrdom/service, allowing others to take advantage of you, or thinking you have to heal anyone.  It doesn't even mean you have to spend time with anyone in particular.  It means that on an energetic level you are not rejecting or punishing anyone because they have rejected or punished you.  You are inclusive - we're all doing the best we can and we are all in this together. 

You are leading the way by engaging in a bit of compassionate inclusion, just like Chiron, to fetch back the aspects of people who are left out, frozen out, kicked out, abandoned, hidden away for their own safey.  And don't forget your own lost aspects, they especially need your attention right now.  Believe that they have the right to be included in your life, regardless of the evidence to the contrary.  That evidence is simply the remains of an outdated system of exclusion.  It's not real.  

The North Node is also retrograde in the Gate of Emotional Sensitivity.  So we're uncomfortable with this shift, and we also know it's leading us closer to fulfilling our collective destiny. 

in love,
Kim Gould
www.LoveYourDesign.com

 

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More on this week's powerful transits

May. 22nd, 2008 | 02:39 pm

Lovely day here.  I know my garden salad was fresh because just as I was about to tuck into it a small grasshopper jumped out of the bowl and landed on my fork.  I flicked him or her back into the garden.  With Sneaky Sound System playing on my sneaky sound system, singing "I saw a UFO and nobody believed me" - very appropriate! - I am contemplating  such a host of transits that it boggles the ordinary human mind, let's start. 

 I want to reiterate the powerful Sun/Earth/Pluto transit that is happening at the moment, and then go onto mention the Neptune/Chiron/North Node/Uranus major event in the Solar Plexus Centre.  Each of these transits is worthy of much writing, discussion, contemplation and general close attention but for now, as Human Design is so new and pretty much undiscovered, we bless what resources we have!  I appreciate those of you who read this blog and help bring this new information to consciousness. 

Here again is the chart for the Sun/Earth/Pluto:

Human Design Transits for May 2008I wrote in yesterday's blog about this transit.  Essentially it's about the way you choose to use your energy.  By energy I mean your life force and what you actually DO with it.  This is a deep transformation that ensures you are moving a lot closer to making your choices based on UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FOR YOURSELF.  

There are a couple of very important aspects to this transit.

Firstly,  it includes the Sacral Centre.  Saturn is at the Sacral Centre.  I wrote a blog on it here.  Saturn provides structure to your reality.  This is the Gate of Dissolution.  You can take it as a given that the forces at play are working to dissolve the existing structures in your life - specifically around the choices you make about how you apply your energy, creativity, sexuality.  

Add in Pluto, which is bringing the weaker and stronger parts of yourself together for resolution, and, well it goes deeper when we get to the next bit so I'll leave it there for now.  

Secondly, one of the key elements for this transit is take the opportunity to learn where you are habitually pushing yourself, allowing others to push you, giving away what's yours when you don't want to.  The correct response comes from your belly - just below your belly button.  Put your palm there and feel the response in whatever form it comes to you.  It doesn't come from your mind, by the way.  It's a body thing.  If your throat feels sore, sit with the feeling of it and see if you can discern where (or, who) the pressure comes from.  This is a pressure to act or speak that feels uncomfortable because it doesn't come from a place of unconditional love for yourelf.  

This pressure will get stronger over the next few days, as Venus, Mercury, Ceres and the Sun are all in Gemini at the Throat Centre, plus Mars, Sedna and Nessus are there as well.  

The intensely positive thing about all this energy at the Throat Centre is that it creates a myriad of ways for you to interact with the world and for the world to interact with you.  Have a look at the transits and see what hooks up in your personal chart that doesn't usually get to the Throat Centre.  What Chakras?  Which planetary archetypes?  (see here for info on planets).  What happens to your definition?  Do you become a single definition?  What does that bring together for you?  What is it about you that is wanting to come out into the light of day right now?  It can be confusing when a transit shifts the way you usually interact with life.  This part of you is accustomed by years of experience to know that it can't get that access, and suddenly it's there.  You can order a half hour telephone session with me to explore what is hooking up for you right now.

The next big thing I want to let you know about briefly, more tomorrow, is that both Neptune and Chiron are going retrograde in the Gate of Emotional Sensitivity over the next few days.  These two planets, along with the North Node currently retrograde in the same gate, have been quietly pulling the strings over the past few weeks.  They have been bringing to the surface all the woundedness that we have around relating to others from our spiritual selves.  Hence the mention above about the strong and weak sides of ourselves getting together.  For many of us, we have been very comfortable within ourselves but hesitant, even terrified, to share the truth of ourselves with others.    This is a deep ancestral cleansing that is aimed at making a significant impact on the mass of unprocessed trauma and suffering on the planet.  Uranus and Jupiter get a guernsey in this one as well, supporting us to open up in faith to our true Aquarian selves.  Enough, and more tomorrow.  

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in love,
Kim Gould
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Ready to power up the grid?

May. 19th, 2008 | 11:24 am

 The Scorpio Full Moon tomorrow leads us into the 5 day "Integration of Personal Power" portal.  There are so many astro-hooks ups you couldn't even begin to poke a stick at them.  Grand Crosses, conjunctions, activation of the Aries Point, second full moon in Scorpio with Pluto (ruling planet of Scorpio) retrograding.   As I read further and more, I can feel the ground quaking with the potential of this next week.  

So, first, the Full Moon.  It's happening on 20th May at 12.11pm here on the East Coast of Australia.  In New York it's 10pm Monday and in London it's 2.11am Tuesday morning.  

Scorpio Full Moon

This is the second Scorpio Full Moon this lunar month, giving it extra power to bring up hidden matter from deep down in our consciousness and expose it to the light of day.    

Expect to have experiences of lack of personal power that you thought were ancient history, old stuff that you've left long behind you.  Expect to find ways to deal with that situation.  Expect to find that you now have the consciousness and understanding you need to work out where you were not seeing the situation clearly.   

THIS IS NEW ENERGY.  YOU ARE BEING GIVEN THE OPPORTUNITY TO FIND ENTIRELY NEW WAYS OF BEING


This is uncomfortable, but it's not wrong.  Take note.  If you feel comfortable right now, you're probably avoiding the issue.  But also take note of this:  if you continue to see yourself as a victim in whatever situation you find yourself (ie. masochistically enjoying the discomfort), you are also avoiding the issue.  This is a full blown bid for a massive increase in personal individual power.  It is going to power up the earth/human energy grid and bring huge change to the world as we know it.  

Resist the temptation to get caught up in dramas involving lower energies.  Walk away,  and choose to live in your own light. 

The Moon and the Earth are in Gate 14 - the Gate of Possession in Great Measure - power within, clarity without.  As the I Ching says  - "He who walks in truth and is devoted in his thinking is blessed in heaven.  He has good fortune and there is nothing that would not further."  Living in this way creates personal power that is effortless because it is totally in alignment with universal law.  It's as simple as a planet following it's natural orbit, a tree growing from it's seed, an electron being both positive and negative and being in two places at once. 

Don't get too caught up in the drama over the next 48 hours.  Bide your time.  Because about an hour after the Full Moon, the moon moves into Gate 34 - the Gate of Power and connects with Pluto - planet representing power.  When this channel is activated you can't help but move.  Gate 34 is the fuel that empowers individuation.

And then, the next day - 5am on Wednesday 21st May in Sydney, 3pm Tuesday in New York and 7pm Tuesday in London - the Earth and Sun move into one of the Channels of Integrating Personal Power, also hooking up with Pluto - planet representing power.

It looks like this:


Human Design Transit for 21st May 2008We have the Sacral Centre, the G Centre and the Throat Centre connecting with nearly all planets.

Just briefly, it means for about 5 days you're going to be pressured to be very busy.  It means that you will find your personal power by being in the moment, not by clinging to old ideas about what you should be doing.  Have a look at my blog about Pluto in Gate 10 for more information. 

With Saturn conjunct Okyrhoe in the Sacral Centre, it means staying absolutely true to your own Sacral Response.  Even if you have an undefined Sacral Centre in your personal chart.    Because for 5 days we all have access to this awareness.  If you are not used to working with your Sacral Response, put your hand just under your belly button and allow a yes/no response to arise to any question you have.  You have to frame the question for a yes/no answer, but once you do that, you'll get the response from right there at the centre of the universe - your belly.  If you have an undefined Sacral Centre, this is not always going to work for you.  Also, you need to be aware of your own personal Inner Authority, but for now - go with the Sacral response. 

The Earth is in Gate 34 at the Sacral Centre.  This is pure undifferentiated power with no awareness of what to do with it.  It's available to whoever wants to claim it and if you don't, be sure that someone else will.  

The Centaur Okyrhoe sits with Saturn in Gate 59, also at the Sacral Centre.  Minor planets allow us to fine tune our understanding of the forces at play.  Okyrhoe has been described as the energy of being critisized or attacked, being able to cope with personal attacks and unpopularity and having the ability to stand up for one's principles.  

On a personal level I've been experiencing bullying in a direct way that seems to have echoes in the very distant past.  It has helped me to find very subtle ways that my personal energy, power and ANIMATION are still bound up.  In other words, I became aware of places within my energy field where I do not have ownership and choice over how I apply my own life force energy.  This morning, as soon as this channel activated, it became clear to me how I'm still responding to situations with the methods I used to help me cope as a small child.  

Don't allow the huge energy at the Throat Centre to pressure you.  Look at all those planets there, plus there's a few extra minor planets that don't show up on the BodyGraph.  More about that in a few days when Venus moves to create a Gemini stellium - this is a huge energy in the Throat Centre.  

Chill and only make important choices when it feels right. 

It is essential that throughout the week you continually tune into what is RIGHT FOR YOU.  With all that power bouncing around the planet we are going to see bullying, manipulation, and other unpleasantness.  We are going to feel conflict between doing what we want to do and what we feel we should do.  

The Sun is in the Gate of Contemplation.  It is about staying present in the moment.  

YOU are the one who aligns personal power, attunement to unconditional love, and an absolute commitment to truth and love.  YOU are the one who, simply through the power of your presence, can align other people and situations with a higher good.  You do this effortlessly through conscious awareness of your Sacral Response.  You are grounded, you maintain clarity, you don't rush, you follow the flow of universal energy.  

Essentially this is about loving.  It's about learning to love others through the process of transformation of how you love yourself.  It's about choosing, through love for yourself, what you DO.  It's about choosing to apply the life force energy in each moment as an act of love, starting with love for yourself.  Don't even TRY to do it for others.  It starts with self love.  And it ends with the supreme power of effortless love for humanity. 

Cheers,
Kim

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Magical Bridges to Cross Today

May. 16th, 2008 | 09:05 am

 
There is a big portal coming up on the 21st May, which I'll tell you about in the next couple of days, but for today the action centres on the Throat Chakra.

The Throat Chakra acts as a way for your inside bits to connect to the outside.  You get to talk and share what's inside you with others.  When the Throat Centre is activated in the Human Design transits it also provides a way for others to get to you.  It's like a magical bridge of energy that suddenly appears.  Following on the series of Heart to Throat Activations we've been receiving lately, these bridges will begin to allow the new you to connect and create.

The action is at the Throat Centre todayThe Throat Centre isn't connected to any other centres by the planets today, but if you look at your own personal chart  you can see what hooks up for you.

Mercury is about to go into the Money Line, connecting the Heart Centre to the Throat.  This suddenly creates a whole lot of entreuprenurial energy.  Take advantage of acting on any business ideas you have.  This is the ego/will wanting to express, so if you feel confident and courageous, go for it.

The Sun is in the Gate of Holding Together, creating a bridge for the higher self to express.  This channel can see what needs to be out in the world - what's creative, what's new, what's worthwhile.  It brings the mutative individual creative energy into the group and LOVES IT into being.

Mars is the Gate of Influence, creating leadership from gentle support.  This is not a war cry, but a natural attraction between people.  If you can't feel that natural attraction, let go and move on. 

Venus is in the Gate of Splitting Apart, bringing down the insights and inspiration.  Allow for anything, this is the gate of diversity - anything goes.  Don't try to understand HOW things might work out, just sit back and watch what evolves.

The Earth is in the Sacral Centre with Saturn.  They are building personal power and structure in our lives.  They are assisting us to create new structures that fully support our joy and ease.  Don't push at the Throat Centre.  Consciously focus on keeping your throat relaxed.  Don't try to force anything to happen.  This will only intefere with the process we are in. 

Jupiter is retrograde in the Crown Chakra.  We are all being taught about where we tend to over-expand.  Timing is everything.  Your timing is revealed in your Sacral Centre.  Nature naturally expands and contracts.  So do we.  When we get our own individual timing right, even a contraction leads to better things. 

Watch the bridges appear.  Decide if you want to walk across (most of you will feel it in your body - calm, prosperous),  Respond to the opportunities as they arise.   Magic is in the air.

in love,
Kim Gould
www.LoveYourDesign.com

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Entwining Love and Truth

May. 2nd, 2008 | 12:58 pm

The Winds of Change reach gale force...  (Celia Fenn from StarchildGlobal)

1st and 2nd May - A second Grand Earth, this time with Pluto, Saturn and the new trine contestant,  Venus.  Each time this Grand Earth Trine occurs it is activated in the
Gate of Difficulty at the Beginning.

 (ie.  Pluto in GAte 10 and Saturn in Gate 59 are two points of the triangle as they are currently placed and anytime something pops into Gate 3, voila! a Grand Earth Trine is the result)

Today Saturn goes direct, so that gives a rather large boost to actually being able to manifest and ground things. 
If you're anything like me at the moment, you've got a good idea of what you want to do, but it just hasn't been happening.  Saturn direct and the Grand Earth Trine boost will start to make a difference to your ability to get things done.  Really done, as opposed to just endlessly doing and getting nowhere.  For a few weeks now I feel like I've been sitting in dead air without a clue. 

But also, take note of Venus as the third point of the trine.  It's like all the archangels are standing in heaven waving their arms/wings and yelling out "Helloooo!  It's about your relationships!". 

And again, also!  Take note of the chart below.  We haven't finished getting tuned up yet, so know that this is why things seem a bit slow and clunky.  We can't move forward without the carburettor or the shiny new hood ornament.

This transit chart is for 3rd May:

It's pretty clear that what we have here is a hook up from the Crown Chakra to the Heart Chakra.  Specifically, to the highest octave of the Heart Chakra, which is the G Centre - higher self, unconditional love and soul-life direction.

Jupiter in the Gate of Inner Truth - the visible effects of the invisible manifest themselves.  A heart free and open to the truth.
Sun in the Gate of Returning - the transformation of the old becomes easy because it is the right time.
Moon in Gate of Following - the situation is favourable when you are open to adapting to it.  Do not exhaust yourself in mistaken resistance.
Mars in Gate of Preponderance of the Small - we find ourselves in a situation that is beyond our abilities and so must stay true and correct to our inner knowing until things shift in our favour.
Mercury and Pluto activate the Channel of Awakening - loving yourself enough to wait for the right time and place to engage.  Not throwing yourself away just for the sake of engaging with something outside yourself.  And then, just loving yourself as a work-in-progress of imperfect perfection.  The most sublime example of humanity ever to inhabit your personal and unique individual space in the history of the universe. 

Venus in the Gate of Nurturing at the Sacral Centre makes things feel softer and calmer than they have for the past few days.  I expect this will be a fairly gentle transit, but it demands respect, since Pluto is asking for nothing less than unconditional love for yourself and unconditional truth in how you are relating to others.  Where you are resisting, ask yourself what old beliefs you are exhausting yourself with, what opinions you have about life that want to crumble to dust as you are thinking them. 

Look at what you are avoiding because that is what Chiron/Neptune/North Node want you to see and embrace.  It's hard, but it's worth it.  Reach out for support.

It is important at this time to be courageous because there is a large amount of old energy leaving the planet.  It can feel like the ground is disappearing beneath our feet and we don't know (yet) how to hover on the fresh air that seems all the remains.  Fear is not the answer.  Worrying about things isn't the answer (although this transit certainly promotes mentally exhausting ourselves looking for non-existent answers).  It's a bit like have a delusion-bypass. 

We will move gently through this transit and the remainder of May by being focused on the energy im-pulsing into our hearts.  We are twining Love and Truth together and, hey, doesn't it look like a DNA strand guys?


in love,
Kim Gould
www.LoveYourDesign.com
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Looking Underneath

Apr. 30th, 2008 | 04:26 pm

 Of course it's always tricky describing something as a completion as I did in my last blog.  Silly of me really.  Instead it has opened a doorway to all kinds of underworld material to rise up into our consciousness.  This material is represented not by the standard set of planets we all know and love, but by the myriad of new players in the astrological field - the dwarf planets, the centaurs, the asteroids.  

The main players hold the structure and the minor players are like the cast of characters who make up the story.  

Mercury square Neptune can bring to the surface of consciousness material that we haven't been aware of before.  Often that can be ah ha! moments about how we've been deceiving ourselves, living out our stories of victimhood, lack of control (I had no choice!), of martyrdom  (I did it all for you!)  It can also make it very clear where we have really been playing these stories out.  Actually BEING a victim, a martyr, not taking control.  

Neptune is conjunct Chiron and so was the Moon for a few moments there yesterday.  This is a very dreamy energy, not exactly what you'd call goal oriented!  No wonder I spent the day dreaming.  But no matter, we were meant to be dreaming because we were meant to be allowing that subterranean matter to rise up to the surface of our consciousness in order to move onto the next stage of our evolutionary journey.  

So what Gate did this happen in?  Glad you asked.  It's the Gate of Revolution, in the Ego Circuit.   

The ego is what allows us to stand up as individuals and say 'hey, I'm here and this is what I'm here to be and do in this life'.  A healthy ego is not selfish, it is creative and exciting.  You know I keep saying, right now, these transits are all about evolving our relationships.  In Human Design, the Ego Circuit is, weirdly enough, a tribal energy.  And it's evolving our way of being together on the material plane - how we share and distribute resources, how we ensure that everyone is fed, clothed, cuddled gently off to sleep each night in soft cuddly pjs in a comfy bed under a roof that doesn't leak.  It's assisting us to understand how we can improve our lives by choosing to be true to our inner knowing.  It's assisting us to understand that this inner knowing is TRUTH and LOVE in it's purest form.  (Have a look at my site for more information on your own personal inner awareness and how it operates).

The Gate of Revolution encourages us to look at our emotional sensitivies and what they tell us about what we need to let go of.  Especially, it tells us to look at our personal belief structures about how we need to relate to others, and how those beliefs keep us seperate from others.  Be alert to ideas of being a victim of others and your beliefs about that - oppression, attack, lack of support, violence, abuse, manipulation.  Be alert to how you reject someone first, before they get the chance to reject you, or how you seperate from people due to differing beliefs that threaten your security.  These  beliefs are in there, be open to seeing them.   Look at where Neptune is in your Human Design chart, it will give you a big clue. 

Given that we are in the Solar Plexus Centre, which is all about our emotional life, and given that we have Chiron here, which is all about material we don't believe we can ever change, this letting go is a bit like pulling very, very deep-rooted teeth. 

Talking to my friend Shekanah today I realised that there is a mass of energy sitting in this Ego Circuit and when I looked I did find that there are indeed a handful of minor planets sitting there.  AND the North Node will shift into the Gate of Revolution tomorrow.  Wherever we find the North Node transiting a gate, we find major evolutionary shifts happening.   The Ego Circuit, however, does not do things by leaps and bounds, but gradually and with an eye to maintaining stability.  It's major modus operandi is to allow those who are most conscious to shift and for that to flow down to the rest of humanity. 

So take note:  from tomorrow, the foundation of how your life is structured and maintained on the material plane will start to shift.  And it will do so via relationships.  Look for issues around people pushing inside your boundaries in ways that feel wrong - instinctively and emotionally.  This will affect your material world, your home, your food, your money, your clothes, your make up, your whatever.  

If you feel uncomfortable, ask yourself why and trust your response.  Be aware of inner or external voices trying to bring you down, control you with their fear, manipulate you to abandon your truth in favour of their agenda, stop you from mastering what enthralls you, take control of what's yours.   Be alert to gender role issues and their subtle ways of telling you who you should be.

Trust your feelings of comfort/discomfort.  

Allow yourself to know what they tell you about what you need in your life.  It may seem to be outside of any realistic possibility.  Don't worry about that now.  Just feel the comfort and discomfort, allow yourself to know what causes it, allow yourself to understand what in your life is working and not working for you.  

One last important point.  Some of this material is very light.  That's because it may be material that's in your dna (old genetic beliefs handed down through your family) but you may have dealt with most of it.  A lot of this stuff is archetypal and your personal investment is small.  But still, by letting go of the old beliefs and seeing the truth, you actually create a pathway for those who continue to be deep in the struggle.

What to do next?  Something very important.  Wait.  

More on this as it unfolds.  And having seen the transits for May, believe me, it will unfold.

in love,
Kim Gould
www.LoveYourDesign.com

Be You.  That's Why You're Here

I'd like to know more about my Inner Authority and how I make decisions.
 

You can find information about these minor planets, etc at www.philipsedgwick.com - click on Eris, Sedna, Dwarf Planets & Centaurs on the sidebar:

Varuna:  Gate 53.3
Chariklo: Gate 44.2
Crantor:  Gate 26.1
Huya:  Gate 44.1
Quaoar:  Gate 26.2
Typhon:  Gate 40.5
Chiron:  Gate 49.3

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Holding Your Vision Safe

Apr. 25th, 2008 | 09:16 am

[Next morning]  Just want to add a PS. at the top:  as if all this (see below) isn't enough, Mercury has today hooked up with M87, a supermassive black hole that forms part of the Super Galactic Centre at Gate 46.  Arachne is there as well.  Remember Arachne - the spider trying to weave a web that keeps us in the past.  Well the M87 has the power to blast out  multiwave radiation at unimaginable velocities.  That should give us a boost to walk away and get on with what's coming up for us!  The specific gate reads thus:  The ability, once recognised, to move rapidly from a position of obscurity to influence.   It's in Libra, so you get to make the decision.  Now, on with the show.

On 27th April there is a wonderful process coming to completion.  It involves the visions you've been holding and keeping safe.  Some of you for many, many years.going mad

Many of you have had a similar experience to me, I'm sure.  It goes like this. I am staying true to myself and my inner vision, but it's not bringing me the worldly success I expected.  I have bouts of confusion and doubt - maybe I'm not evolving in consciousness but just going mad?

What I do feel is frustrated that my plans seem never to come fully to fruition.  Sure, there are lots of ideas about HOW to do things.  The personal growth and self help industry keeps me feeling that I must be doing something wrong or I'd be stinking rich by now.  But perverse as it seems due to my apparent lack of worldly success, I feel like I am doing exactly the right thing.  Even if the results may suggest otherwise.  If I look very hard I can see the gains I'm making, but I do need to look hard.  Within myself I have made massive gains and these empower and encourage me. 

This is such a time of complex growth and the transit on 27th April tells us many things.   It revolves around how we create our world through our relationships.  It demonstrates that our inner relationship with ourselves is primary in how we relate to others.  What we project of our inner self onto the people in our lives creates our external world.

human design transit for 27th April 2008 - www.LoveYourDesign.comI can't really show you a chart image for this transit because, like me, it doesn't fully exist in the world of material reality.  YET.  Conventional Human Design wisdom does not include Asteroids or even dwarf planets.  So I have to work out manually where all those other heavenly bodies lie on any particular day and just add them in.  

Here is what I do have.  There are two asteroids in Gate 43 (at the green Ajna Centre in the central channel) which don't show up on this chart.  They complete a hook up from the Crown Chakra to the Throat Centre. 

The Throat Centre is the portal for your inner world to connect with the outer world.  It is crucial to who you are and how you see yourself as an individual.  Your views on this subject are about to shift. 

Jupiter is currently downloading to the rampant individual within in you.   This download  gives you a bigger picture, a more expansive understanding of life, the universe and your part in the drama.  This will continue till early June and you'll experience periods of extreme sleepiness and being spaced out during this time.  Gentle exercise is good to hold you in your body when this happens.  Sleep is also very good, because it allows access to the higher realms and quick easy integration into the subconscious.  Saves having to play it all out in the 'real world'. 

What is wonderful is that the Sun goes into the adjoining Gate 24 in a few days (on 27th April)  and we have a week of being able to really get conscious about what Jupiter is bringing to us. 

HOWEVER, whenever we get strong shifts in consciousness we also get backlash energy.  The backlash on this one wants you to believe that you won't survive if you follow your inner knowing.  It wants you to abide by the existing systems - religious, financial, societal - and do as you're told (see the story about Sedna below).  The pressure of the backlash is in the Crown and Ajna Centres so you're going to feel it in your head and it is a pressure to behave as you always have, and not  to allow in the energy of this shift.  lolcats

The illusion you are shifting is that if you follow your inner knowing you will be isolated and alone.  Not true.  There are many of us, more each day, who trust in our own inner truth.  After 27th April there will be more because this is a global download.  There is also massive help coming from other dimensions and the benefits that will flow to you will be perfectly aligned to your needs for support.

It can also give you a righteous belief that you should attempt to control others to agree with you, because your way is best for all.  Jupiter can do that to us sometimes. 

The Sun and Jupiter together is a heady mix.  It is a happy, fortuitous energy that comes like a gift from heaven.  On a personal level, you are able to receive insights that will have a positive effect on the rest of your life.  Just be aware that Jupiter can tend to be a bit over the top.  Like feeling so good you put your foot down a bit hard on the accelerator and never get to your destination. 

You don't have to get everything done at once, although it will feel as if the energy is available to do so.  Later in May we will have a major TO DO transit and that is when we are likely to get the surge of energy that gets a lot of these ideas out into the world.  You are likely to be hit with so many ideas and not all of them are going to come to fruition.  For now, make notes of your ideas. Between now and mid-May you'll have a good idea about what you actually want to do about them. 

In any case, this is not a TO DO energy.  It's about holding firm and waiting for your resonance to carry recognition to you.  When someone does recognise you, it's a green light.  A cosmic timing that says - go ahead now.  If you push, you create resistance.

But that's not all we're going to get on the 27th April.  Can you see there is also a gate coloured in (we call it 'defined') at the lower end of that central channel between the Ajna Centre and the Throat Centre?  You might be able to see that it's number 23.  That's Gate 23, which has Mercury and Sedna sitting in it.  Most people know about Mercury.  It brings ideas to consciousness, it makes us want to talk, to communicate, to teach.  It makes us curious.  It brings things to the surface. 

Sedna is out past Pluto.  Until recently, Pluto was the most distant planet used in astrology.  As such, it represented the boundary of our human consciousness.  It heralded all the work done on the shadow self, the inner child and other unseen aspects of our psyche.  Recently Pluto was demoted to dwarf planet status., indicating to me that the time for that kind of process oriented self improvement is over.  With Sedna, we discovered (I use we, although I had no actual part in the discovery!) a whole new world out past Pluto. 

No longer is Pluto a lonely outpost in an otherwise empty frontier. A string of discoveries has revealed that it is merely the entry point to a vast and still mysterious wilderness that teems with uncountable numbers of unusual objects  (Discovery Magazine)

Sedna is one of those unusual objects.  It was discovered in 2003.  It is larger than Pluto, has a mysterious deep red surface colour, moves between the Kuiper Belt and the Oort Cloud as if it has multiple cosmic personalities,  and is the coldest body in the solar system with temperatures approaching 400 degrees Farenheit. 

It was named after an Inuit Goddess of the deep sea world that exists under the ice.  Sedna by Susan BouletThe mythology of Sedna is complex and I'm not at all sure that we have any kind of handle on what it represents astrologically.  This is the best description I have found on the web.

This from Kathleen Jenks, Ph.DSedna was an abused child in an Inuit village.  Her father wished to marry her off but she was a strong-willed child, did not understand why she should be given as property to another, and refused to obey.  After repeated refusals, her furious father decided her life was forfeit.  He ordered her into his small fishing boat and rowed out into the cold Arctic ocean.  There he shoved her overboard.  When the terrified child struggled and fought to grab hold of the edge of the boat, her father took out a sharp knife and sliced off her fingertips.  Screaming, she flailed about and again clutched frantically at the boat.  Her father hacked off another joint from each finger.  With the remaining stumps, the desperate child made one last effort to hold on even as her father was chopping off the last vestiges of her fingers.  Only then did she abandon hope and sink into the icy seas.

Miraculously, her broken fingers turned into seals, walruses and whales.  These sea-creatures, recognizing her as their mother, bore her safely to the bottom of the sea.  The journey transformed her.  This abused Inuit child, disempowered by a father who considered her his property, survived to become the powerful goddess of the Arctic sea and mother of the precious animals who were formed out of her agony.

We have just completed a series of major spiritual initiations that empowered Simplicity and Innocence.  We now have a line up of planets that brings the Crown Chakra inspiration all the way to the Throat via two planets of consciousness - the Sun and Mercury.  This transit includes Sedna, the child Goddess of Death, rejected because of her failure to become the property of another.  Choosing possible death over the loss of her sovereignty.   Abused by a system that does not respect her innate simplicity and innocence, but wants to enslave her to it's own ends. 

In fact, that system IS death.  To believe that life lies in being enslaved to a system that prevents you being truly alive is surely an insanity.  Yet it is an insanity that has us all in its grip.


Like Sedna, this transit empowers us as individuals to step away from that insanity, to choose the illusion of death rather than the delusion of life we are currently offered.  I don't even have the space to discuss the immense diversity of  life that exists under the ocean and what our current society is doing to it.  Or how that is a metaphor for our own frozen inner selves and our fear of being put out in the cold if we don't behave.  This transit creates the power for you to link conscious mind with conscious heart and hold firm until the time comes to act. 

One last piece of the puzzle.  The asteroid Psyche is sitting in Gate 43, just above Mercury and Sedna.  This gives a full connection from the Crown to the Throat, truly bringing the empowerment of our inspiration and insight into reality.  It doesn't show up on the chart above because asteroids are not recognised in conventional Human Design.  Psyche represents the essential soul wound which we believe can never be healed.  This transit engages us with a wound of many millenium - the inability to express our truth as individuals.  Think Tibet.  This carries a huge fear in the cells of the body - all those times we have been beheaded, burnt, tortured in all sorts of imaginative ways for speaking out.  There is another Asteroid in that Gate.  It is Amycus, which represents the bully!  Our task over the next week is to resist the belief that this situation continues, that the bully has any power over us.  We are choosing now for that time to be over.  We lead the way. 




We are in a privileged position to do so because, unlike a lot of others around the world, the fearful consequences are just old memories not current reality.  It is time for the visible effects of the invisible to manifest.

in love,
Kim Gould
www.LoveYourDesign.com

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Scorpio Full Moon tomorrow

Apr. 19th, 2008 | 06:44 pm

Motherhood statements abound.  Real strategies for change are more elusive. 

Biofuel sounds like a great idea but according to the Sydney Morning Herald today it is contributing to a major global food crisis.  As more and more agricultural land is made available for the fuel to fill my petrol tank, less and less land is available for staple food.  More than 240 kilograms of corn - enough to feed one person for a year - is required to fill my fuel tank .. once.  [A friend has pointed out that this is a red herring and that much more land is being made available for cattle food than for biofuel, but no complaints that we should all become vegetarian in order to allow enough food to be made available to feed all.]

There's also an article on Cybergeddon - the potential for a small group of terrorists to take out the entire global system of security and finances in one swipe, via the internet.    The potential for mass global chaos is enormous.  There seems to be no way to protect these systems, so taken for granted in our day to day lives.  (Hey, honey, the internet doesn't seem to be working, I'm not sure how I'm going to pay the phone bill or download that movie you wanted.)

In Australia, our government has instigated what it calls the 2020 Summit.  They have invited 1000 interesting people, including Cate Blanchet and Hugh Jackman, to discuss new ideas to shape our nation's future.  Some participants tonight are frustrated at the "motherhood statements" - we need climate change, we need to reduce our carbon emissions,  we must do more to support children, reduce crime, create community, bla bla bla. 

Now these are all great ideas and working towards these goals is very worthy.  It's just that no one knows HOW to do these things.  And there's a reason why there appears to be no solution.  Because it will come from within us, not outside us.

This Scorpio Full Moon re-creates these global dramas on the personal level, and they do so for a crucial reason. 

How do you live a life of passion, intensity and personal fulfillment while maintaining stability and security? 

How do find the time to dive deep into the mysteries of life and maintain your everyday sanity?

How do you indulge your sensual nature, have a full and satisfying sexual life and still have time to feed the dog and go to work each day?

What essential essence of yourself do you sacrifice in order to remain acceptable to others and to the system that is western culture and society?

Scorpio Full Moon
The Moon is full in Gate 50.5.  It creates a channel with Mercury in Gate 27.  This gives us a defined Spleen and Sacral Centre. 

This channel draws people into community, it is warm and inclusive, offers nurture and caring. 

But lets go deeper.  This channel is about values.  It is about taking responsibility for others.  And it is about trust.  Trust given, trust betrayed. 

Deeper still.  We are looking at values that support our genetic continuity, ensuring the continuation of the human race. 

It is about sex, and about the "tribal" ownership of our  sexual energy.  It is about the confusion we feel in expressing both our sexual energy and our creative energy. It is about finding home within us and not being at threat of rejection if we do not comply with the rules of our genetic heritage.  It is about unconditional acceptance, even celebration,  of who we are without compromise.

On a global level it is very, very clear that our current values are not supporting the continuation of the human race.  If global values don't change fairly soon we'll all be toast and Mother Earth will sail on without us for company.


So long and thanks for all the fish!

At the moment of the Full Moon, we have an astrological Grand Earth Trine happening.  It is made up of the trio - Pluto, Sun and Saturn.  Pluto and Saturn are both retrograde at the moment, deepening their effect, and giving even greater effect to the Trine. 

Venus meets Vesta in the Channel of Spiritual Initiation.  Shocks to your comfort will help you see what you are compromising of yourself.  These compromises are basic to your inability to move forward on your soul journey.

I just want to make a point about Pluto in Capricorn here.  Over the next 15 years we will see major shifts in the strucure of global systems.  Since Saturn is all about systems and is also the planet which holds social tradition in place, this Pluto/Saturn trine is intriguing.   Trust that its not going to be more of the same.  Think mobile phones and the internet.  Unimaginable even a few short decades ago.  How have they changed our lives?  I remember when I got my first mobile phone in my business, people couldn't work out how they could ring me when I wasn't in the office.  Some people were deeply suspicious and a tad frightened by the concept, feeling that it had a tinge of the black magic about it.   That was in 1994. 

In 15 years our global systems will be unrecognisable.  

This shift is about grassroots change.  Personal power taking hold and creating shifts at the global level.  But again, not in any way you might now expect. 

We have only just grasped the power of a fully sovereign, fully grounded, co-creative human.  As this reality begins to hold a certain mass, life as we know it will shift.  As a certain mass of conscious individuals begins to fulfill their own personal destiny, change becomes inevitable and its alignment with divinity also becomes inevitable.

 It simply can't happen any other way, because if someone is not in alignment with their own divine authority they are not connecting with this energy.  It may feel like power, but it's coming from an ungrounded ego. 

Starting with the Full Moon tomorrow, existing personal values will begin to crack and fall away.   Some moral and religious codes will become obsolete.  New values will gradually take their place.  For a while we may experience a value-free life, where we no longer know what to believe in.  Old ways of relating will no longer yield results.  We need to find the deeper truth and that sometimes goes beyond niceties.  And beyond generic rules of behaviour.  It will become clear to you where you are denying the truth of your own love for yourself in order to fit in and do the right thing. 

During this Full Moon, the Sun in Gate 3 asks "Why am I so confused?". 

Do not equate consciousness with all knowing.  This is the Gate of Ordering, but the order is only vaguely implicit and there is a need to wait for it to take a more concrete form.  We need to learn to be comfortable with the abstract that has not yet taken form.  We have a sacred responsibility to hold it in tender nurture while it forms into something more tangible.

What we are specifically looking at here is personal relationships and how they affect your feelings of vitality and your sense of safety, security and balance.   How we look at this issue is through the lens of RESPONSIBILITY.  What is yours and what is mine?  What areas of my life do I try to get you to take responsibilty for?  What areas of your life do I try to control to keep my values intact?   Where do I sacrifice my own passion and vitality for the sake of security - emotional or financial?  In what ways have I suppressed my essential sexual/creative energy in order to keep the rules and not upset people?

Structure is necessary to allow innovation to materialise.  Right now, our innovation is having the life squeezed out of it by outmoded values and beliefs.  OUR outmoded values and beliefs.  Don't look out there, it's happening inside you.  

Your beliefs and values are being challenged as I write this.  It's up to you to see where the challenges are, to look at them with open eyes and an open mind. 

Get used to the idea that sometimes you will be operating in an enviroment of chaos, disorder and formlessness.   Allow the inner sense to hold firm against the outer sense of chaos.  When you don't have any inner sense of order, wait for it to arise.  Trust that it will arise. 

This is the new order.  Vitality, prosperity and unity.  They arise from within you.  Take the time to let them grow to power.   Over the next 15 years, you will change the world order.  Start now.

in love,
Kim Gould
www.LoveYourDesign.com

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